Right now things in our life are gong so well and running so smoothly that I’m afraid by verbalizing it and putting it in writing I will jinx it and everything will fall apart. It’s almost like when things are this great you can sense disaster around the corner.
However, it seems like the past few months things have really fallen into place. There has been little stress and just an overall ease of life. My husband has been doing really well and just secured a corporate client who buys a lot of cars every year (and picked last month to get started). The kids are both at such fun ages that things seem to have suddenly gotten easier. We still have our trying days, don’t get me wrong, but they are fewer and farther between. And for whatever reason I am at such a peaceful and blissful stage in life. I don’t know if it is a feeling that comes with age and security or as a result of positive changes I have made in my life: personally, physically, and mentally.
I am under no illusion that this will last permanently but I am thankful for all we have been blessed with and for the peaceful waters we are currently floating on.